Unlike most days, I was able to talk out my issues of today with a friend. Which definitely helped and also helped me not have to worry about writing too much about it tonight. Mainly I just wanted to say while the last 15 minutes of work pretty much got really under my skin out of nowhere I had no clue how to turn the day around. I'd been proud how I had the past few days in surprising ways that just involved me thinking of the situation differently (and it really worked) but today I couldn't figure that out. So dragging my feet I went to my rehearsal tonight (my friend wasn't going to come, plus no sleep and a bad day didn't exactly make me feel like going) and, like my reasons before, I don't know why or how, but rehearsal turned my mood around. I don't know if it was the people, or the music, maybe switching up instruments or what, but something resonated within me and pushed out the yucky-ness I had came in with. I'm really glad for it. I needed it badly and never would have expected it. Maybe not expecting it made it seem that much better too. Now I'm off to finish my book (!) before crashing. Work tomorrow than a fun day off :)
PS-I think another good mindset I've noticed myself doing would be NOT saying, I've just got to make it through tomorrow, I know a lot of people say that but its not a positive way of looking at the situation. I think more importantly I need to think of tomorrow as continuing my good mood from tonight. Despite whatever today ended up being, it ended good tonight. That means I can start good tomorrow and have a great start to the day.
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